confuse

am standing middle in the way right now,
n dont know what is my next step,
where should i go....
really confuse...
financial i think can gao dim ,
jus c whether i wanna to do so ...
result,
yea, most impt thing,
conclusion,
very fan lar,
(although im still seem very relaxing right now)
haha....
whatever bah,
will make my  decision before date line..hehe....